Frasa dan Rasa
These past few weeks have been such a hell of a ride and masking emotional pain. Instead of feeling what I really feel, I distract myself with a temporary sense of satisfaction in order to trick myself into giving the impression that everything is okay when in reality everything is not. I'm trying to distract myself by spending a lot of time with friends and family, but when I'm alone I feel lonely. Larut dalam keresahan yang tidak ada ujungnya. I always enveloped with emptiness in my room. Here’s the moment when I got so lost. I got so lost in my own battle. Aku berjalan dengan selalu mempertanyakan dan mevalidasi pikiran dan perasaanku, dan konklusinya adalah we have complete rights to feel anything we choose, and we also have the right to believe that our feelings are validated. ‘Seandainya’ selalu menjadi kata favorit, tetapi realitas terus saja meledek. Aku benar-benar sedang merasakan fluktuasi. There are days where I wake up and my bones are full of light. There ar...