You're Worthy Because You're You
2019 is feeling i know i wont be able to leave, but i also dont want to stay. The feeling of wanting to give up on it all, but knowing i wont be able to. The feeling of hopelessness, the feeling of false hope, the feeling of distrust, the feeling of pain, the feeling confusion, the feeling i cant control of being afraid, sad, mad, depressed. Sedikit membuka memori perihal apa saja yang sudah terjadi pada mental health -ku sejauh ini. Ya, tahun lalu bahkan aku tidak menyangka bisa bertahan sejauh ini dan berada di titik ini. I'm smilling so wide, laughing till my stomatch aches but then i feel my heart drop, i dont even know what the hell just happened. I take off my mask when the day is over, i tears when everyone is sleep, anxiety creeping in right when i want to sleep. Ini terjadi hampir setiap hari di tahun 2019. For as long as i can remember, i’ve come to have lacked a lot self esteem, self confidnence and self love. But aside from that, I’m here to declare that i’ve come to ...