Same City Different Love

Sonner or later,  I will fall in love again, in the same city we've been make love. I will bought a tickets to meet my future. I will stop in the same gelato shop, that we've been spend years ago. Going places that used to be our favorite. I'm afraid if this city will always reminds me about of you. Cause the sky in this city made from your smile, the waves within my toes are the poems you always told me before sleep. Every corner will bring up our memories. I'm afraid if I have to take a deep breath a minutes before landing in this city, and when I leave I will burst into tears. I know, I shouldn't build a persona of this city. I do,  this city is tell so much about you. Even after the bad things you've been done to me, I can't stop loving this city. In between breathing after left this city, right after we leave each others arms. I learned to exhale the sadness, and inhale every hope. My heart always told me, everything will be fine. Same city different love. If that's what you want? Ok

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