2017 in Paragraph

2017 has taught me so many things. It does full of great things, journey & people. It does tears from unpredictable heartbreaks. Learn how efforts it's like coins with two sides; sometimes it's work, sometimes it's not. How lust can makes things better. Honestly; can heal & hurt at the same time, pain will gone, trust is the key of relationships, dealing with egos are need a hardwok & so on.

It's not that easy to pass 2017, but it's packed in your memories. The good & the bad things. Instead of talk about the bad things, how about talk the great things, journey & people that've been embellished my days? This year is a big year for me;  hope you feel the same. 2017, is the first time I made a mountain climb with my friends. Fresh air of highland in my lungs, captured the sunrise in different places with my eyes.

Another fairytale that happened in 2017 is when I was a birthday came my super mega best friends to surprise me! My day is colored by laughter my super mega best friends  Sofia, Nanda, Friska, Akbar, Silva. They are is my comfort zone, they taught me how to stitch the wounds. Thank you!

Things that've learned, I should let all the things that've been gone find their own way & it's okay to feel empty when they finally gone, cause I know, soon everything will get better. Learned to give in a right amount, and vice versa.

Now, I'm in charge to take care of things that I have now; family, best friends, & my study. I believe my big heart will fit for all of us. Make sure they get plenty of loves & shower them with cares. I can't talk much about my 2017, cause it's full of pretty good things & chaos. Cheers to upcoming 2018!!! I believe, everything that happened in the past 2017 prepares us to be more tough in the 365 days. Thank you for all the people who choose the fasten their seatbelt & join the ride with me. I couldn't ask for more cause I'm enough.

Happy New Year my dearest friends!

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